These past 2 days has been a wrecked for me. Everything seemed not according to expected.
As of last night, i don’t think i fancy auto things and lamp poles anymore. And yeah, guilt is there. Uttermost guilt. Trauma.
And darn to the mother-damn-ass, silent treatment is the most ideal one that adults could come up with nowadays. I don’t mean that i can handle the family-made-hiroshima-bomb, but at least show the anger in my face instead of mocking behind my back. Although, i do always crumple up when words are spat. Hey, what in the name of hell do you expect? Sit up by the computer and twitter my way? I sulk, okay? As like everybody does. They do…don’t they?
Haaaa, that’s me being freakingly beat up. The hell with it. I’m gonna be more of an ass today. Just shut the hell up, and listen to me bitch. As a matter of fact, its been a long while since the last time i went overboard, being rude. I remember it was last year, sometime around March. That was my last time being, at least, an ass.
If you lot felt something like in between of wanting to bitchslap me and writing in-my-face-comments on the shoutouts after reading this post, then click the ‘Y’ link above, and observe the first note. Apologies. It’s my hormones. Yeaaa, that’s my excuse.
And as of today, it’s all shit-ass. Feels like butt cheeks being slide off by a butcher knife. It’s all down.
You know, as they would say, “you’re as good as your better half”. Actually, i made that up. I don’t know where that came from. I thought it would look cool.
So anyways, read my mind here – incomplete. Wrecked. Feels like a slab of sausage just been slapped in my face, then the sausage cut into halved, then it rolls down to the ground, then a dog bites it off. But that’s not the point.
Broke me off.
There. Today’s news came as a fucking shock to me. An uttermost let down.
Nonetheless, i shall be strong, and be the pillar of strength. My determination to keep my heads-up and work the complications out. And you know just for whom yeah.
We’re a team.
Out.
(now that’s a shocked-up post)