Oblivious to the matter today, i pretty much have nothing to do now. I’m sitting with my back hunched, massaging my temple. Fuck it, the strong odour from the paint in the tv room is making me feel dizzy, mood dampened (i’d like to think it has nothing to do with pre-‘menthingymingy’ cycle).

Galileo. I’m listening to Queen’s Bohemian Rhapsody. That’s where that word came from. No wonder it sort of a tiny-winy bit clicked me when that rugged-but-unappealing-to-women-name was mentioned in the Angels & Demons movie, “hey, i’ve heard of that name somewhere”. Ahh padantah, dari sana rupanya, dari Bohemian Rhapsody. Yes, i wasn’t quite aware of the famous scientist’s name before i watched the most acclaimed best movie according to me (haha). And i haven’t read the book yet, well i had…up until the 60th page. I’m quite ashamed of myself.

You could say, i’m more drawn towards romance stuffs, you know like the sophisticated but sexy books. Tilly Bagshawe’s Adored for me is sexy. Yet. It’s packed with what i wanted in a book. Eseh sepatutnya, “you’re all i’ve ever dreamt of in a partner”. Haha.

- the writer paused for 2hrs before getting back to writing -

Okay, i’m back.

I was caught up with some intense thinking, newly profound infos just got to me (that explains the unmistakable weird connection between the  previous paragraph and this paragraph). And that infos struck me. It fits the doubts i’ve been facing for the past couple of weeks. It’s like a confirmation. 

I shall tell to one, some other day.

Kamu bangang kan? Ahh yes, predictable.

Anyways, i think now, the initial ideas sort of fade away instantly. I had something in mind when i started writing this post, i wanted to talk about my day. But then again, my eternally forgetful mind deceived me for the countless times.

Esehhh.

Out.