4th March. First day of work. Approximately 8 hours straight. Piled up with tons of papers to key into the records, arranging, filing and all those clerks and secretaries do.

I haven’t seen the clouds and sun today till i walked out at 5ish!

And you know newcomers, they’re noob and all, so they’re being played around at times. I’m a noob. Dumb ass. It’s more like the first day of school where the kids bully the juniors. Well, this hmm, not being bullied but it’s more drawn towards scaring and all those adults thingy they do to teens. Being the only youth (edging towards early adult sometime soon… nooo) in the department (make it in the building!) and being surrounded by adults everyday is gahhhh. Nada dangan ku ber chilling, ketawa. Most of them doesn’t have the same wavelengths as i have, we aint click. Alienated rasa ku disana atu, haha. And we don't have time to mingle much because of the tons of work. Hmm, hard to explain. Just wait till you lot work yeah? Haha.

That’s how my day gonna be like everyday for 6 days a week. For months. Doing the same thing everyday.

I miss my friends. Less time talking.

I wanna quit. But i have to plan when… (haha labih)

A post full of complaints. Yeap. Haha.

*chants* i’ve got to adapt myself.

I want to work at the government sector! Because less workload, haha memilih.

Out.