A milestone.

Just a question - do you think someone can be an architect eventhough they're quite suckish at drawing/sketching? How about instead of owning those traits - they're visionary. Get what i mean? They're a bit creative but have a hard time interpreting their imaginations into paper. Is that possible for them to be a successful architect? To open up an architectural company and set up businesses among high-profile clients in era? To establish themselves as a good conventional and contemporary architect? Possible? I hope so.

Because there are quite a few good architects that couldn't draw well, to name a few... and they're successful. They just have to be really damn good at imaginations, inventions, creating something out of nothing, being aware of every structural detail. And they have to be creative, of course.

Man, life is hard when you're lacking of something. I guess this is where talent comes in.

Out.

How do you expect our country to progress when there's corruption here and there? For instance - if any of your relatives happens to be the boss of some department or ministry, or if they have the authority to make quick decisions, you're pretty much a lucky ass. You'd go from 'rags to riches' in just few phone calls. You know what i mean.

Forgive me for posting this, but eversince i've been attached under a government sector for the past 3 weeks, i've learnt that working for a government is more or less easy. No sweat, no gain, no pain. I mean, to compare working for a private sector, the latter offers you much pressure yet a handful of experience that no government sectors could possibly offer.

But i've to say, it's been relaxing working for the government, and i kinda like it, needless to say. It's wrong for me to complain much when there's nothing to do there, because i like the idea of having my own free time at work. So should i complain about not getting much work? No, i shouldn't. I should just suck it up, and savour the moment.

Hey, if i can't beat them, might as well join them.

Hypocrite? HAHA yes.

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You found out the truth about the whole thing, that what you had before weren't totally real, or not making any sense at all; it just sort of bumps you out. You're in a state of shock, denial, confused, and wanting to know the truth behind it.

But you can't. You won't ever find out the truth. You never will. Because the source, was and is never reliable.

It was all lies, made up from some fake puppets engineered to steer a couple of people's lives to living hell/absurdity.

For 17 months.

Out.