It won’t be long now. I can’t wait.

Anyways, something surprising happened at work today. While i was having my lunch break, as usual at 1pm in the pantry room or the staffs’ room, i was approached and was talked to someone rather important by one of the Baiduri officers. The deputy GM.

I was ‘enjoying’ my lychee canned drink, when suddenly the pantry door room opened and he was walking towards the table, as we wanted to some bananas (haha sounds funny). He said, “Waiting for university?” He was actually referring to me, as i was the only sole person in the room other than him. Haha tekejut beruk saya.

He offered some quite useful advices about universities and education. Haha he came a little bit too late though, should’ve been 2 years ago where my mind was still focused and adamant to achieve something great and the possibilities of obtaining it were within my grasps. Ohh well. He mentioned about the advantage of having job experiences regarding the courses about to pursue in uni, it comes quite useful actually. And he mentioned about being focused, referring to me that i should keep my intentions focused to excel a particular course or subjects pursued. He gave some examples about the people he knew back then.

Turns out to be a good conversation afterall, even though i was rather stiff and nerve-wrecked talking to the deputy person that handles car loans stuffs. Heyyyy, who wouldn’t feel awkward, huhh? HAHA.

So, basically that’s all i can blabber about today. Quite a contradictory post compared to the previous one, isn’t it? Well, i still don’t really fancy working.

Out.

I don’t fancy working. Nor coming home late. Nor not being able to go down from my work-station just to see someone i know for a couple of minutes. Nor being able to take a couple of minutes off just to message in the phone every now and then. Nor being able to fold my legs up as i feel really sore sitting down with straight legs because they’re afraid the big bosses may see that. Nor being able to be away for 15 minutes without being asked where i’ve gone to. Nor being able to talk on the phone.

I’m doing the same old thing everyday at work.

But i do fancy the cash being banked in at the end of the month.

Everyday, i’m always looking forward to my lunchtime and coming home from work, because that’s the only time i’m gonna be able to spend quality time.

I showed someone around my workplace yesterday. Ahhhh it was nice, but kinda risky at the same time, haha. We even went through the restricted hallway, where the only very important people go into i.e the bosses, because we couldn’t exit the department as the usual exiting area was used by a client. Thus, we use the other way out. I had to keep my nerve calm, though i do think that a couple of the bosses saw us. Haha, my badddd.

But it was fun, even though i was kinda stiff throughout, sorry about that.

I’m glad about yesterday.

Shusshhhh! HAHA.

Anyways, you know way before (i’d mention way back then, about a year ago) that i like to decorate bedrooms, especially my own. Well, i’d like to do like what the photo down there shows. Wish. Haha.

Wood panels on the walls, light oak flooring, red wardrobe, brown bed sheets, red pillows. Perfect. We’ll have to wait then, but i know it’ll happen.

How i wish so bad, wanting so bad, to drive this convertible (though i did for a couple of minutes, but that wasn’t enough). In my dreams!

Such a mouth-watering soup. Darn it, my tummy is growling now *pats my tummy* there there old dear hungry thing.

Out.

What really annoys me is the fact that MSN keeps on sending me (because i added my own email, haha pathetic, yes) and my other contacts this. Refer down there.

Who do you think i am? I’m not horny. I don’t have time to send these things to my contacts every time i sign in, let alone browse into those raunchy sites.

Darn MSN. What’s wrong with their system?

I just can’t seem to get rid of this thing.

Out.

I really hope this week is gonna be a great week.

Please don’t ruin even a single thing.

I’ll be damned if it does.

Out.

Happy 4 months old to Thomas!

Thomasik (my version, haha)

My HECAS data has finally been restored. A bit relieving.

It’s gonna be a lonely saturday this week.

My driving lesson starts sunday next week. Like someone said, i past 2 birthday trips before i finally get my driving license. Haha good one.

I am looking forward for a particular special memorable event.

Planning to quit my job sometime in June. I would quit now if i dont have debts all around me.

I want a haircut. My hair is jotting out everywhere. It’s a mess already.

The song that was once dedicated to me has a play count of 64 times in my iTunes. And counting.

Feels really lucky eversince end of April last year. Yes.

Get to drive a convertible for a couple of minutes, and it was fun, the feeling of night wind slapping my face and blowing my hair. 

When i look at your photos, i would spend quite a couple of moments staring at it.

Pledge myself to…

Out.

14 days of absence.

I cant quite recall what exactly happened, but i do remember

• i ‘sneaked’ out to purchase something really worth it, and got all hyped up about it, couldn’t wait,
• got scolded at work. Been called “stupid” by a colleague, but then i guess it was actually my fault due to my lack of attention to the work given,
• spent a really quality time every saturdays, and i love it, because it’s my only one day of the week that’s worth smiling about,
• took a day off from work, finally! Because…(look at the next point)
• my HECAS got fucked up, and just found out about it almost one month after its deadline.

Special mention to the last point – i got all panicked, till now, still. My data in the HECAS form are gone, wiped out, as if i’ve never applied before. Complaint to the MOE, and hopefully everything will be okay. Fingers cross. Lets pray hard.

You lot remember Adam Lambert’s performance last week on Mad World? No wonder i’ve heard that song from somewhere. Turns out that i’ve had it long time ago, just that i didn’t notice it, haha. It’s been in my hardrive. Anyways, it’s such a fantastic song. I think the original version came from Tears for Fears. But i like Gary Jules’ version though.

I’m lagging behind with keeping up-to-date with downloading music and tv shows nowadays. I think i’m gonna download The Tudors Season 3 and Nip/Tuck Season 7 (i think) soon. I’m into Samantha Who and Eli Stone. Haha yeah i know supposed to be months ago judging by the fact that i have Samantha Who's DVD somewhere downstairs, but i didn’t get the chance to fully watch it till last week. And Eli Stone, it’s because well it’s because of its first name which is Eli, and plus it’s a nice tv show anyway.

Are you ready to be the Lady?

Out.