I think i fancy not waking up too early in the morning going to school or work. There’s nothing i’ve to worry about everyday. No fatigue. No mental depression due to lack of social outings (esehhh macam socialite saja aku ahh). But yeah, i enjoy waking up quite late every morning, chilling myself, taking all the time i need.

I’m not qualified to work under mature environment, haha that’s why Baiduri called me to arrange another interview tomorrow, to have a second opinion. Actually, i’m having seconds thoughts about working. Well yeah i do fancy the cash but it’ll cut down my time spent with others.

Lets flunk the interview!

I haven’t received my law driving result just yet. It’s been almost 2 weeks.

Out.

You know how really frustrating siblings are? I’m not talking about them being annoying or us fighting over food or any of those kiddy quarrels.

I’m basically talking about them crushing me. Words spat, past being brought up. And i can tell you this – it could stretch on for months. Yeah, that’s how terrible next to kin can get.

Speaking of anger, i’ve not quite forgotten about what made me tick a couple of weeks ago. I still remember. Ohh yes.

Yeah, i’m blabbering. Look, when you live in a house filled with kick-ass siblings, you tend to develop certain defending skills.

Survival of the fittest!

You see, this is me not knowing what else to blog about. I guess it’s just for the sake of updating my blog everyday. Haha. That was taken sometime in January this year, during the graduation preparation thing (thanks to Qibah, she took this by the way). Salute to me homie, because i’ve the courage to post this ridiculous photo here. Say hello to idiocy. Haha. I snapped this shot a couple of minutes ago from my bedroom window. And i think a monkey just scrapped out a portion of our papaya last night. Observe the yellow one. I didn’t see that hole yesterday. I shall deflate your pink-ass next time i see you, baboon. Haha.

Manchester United can beat Tottenham later tonight! They’re on a winning streak.

And hello to the month of March. Why does February has to be short of 2 precious days? It means a lot to some people, you know.

Out.

Quite an unproductive day today.

Is there such thing as a good day and a bad day? Even though it’s ridiculous not to set them aside, but i do think that certain day of the week stands a good chance of being a decent-good day.

I’ve no idea what i just typed out.

I went out with the family last night, and i think for the first time in so many months, i had the curiosity to try iced Milo drink (not that i’ve never tried it before). The picture given on the menu looked nice though. Truth be told, it’s been a pretty long while since i drank Milo, more like to several months. It made my tummy go weird if i took even just a sip. I guess that’s why i vomited my dinner out right after i was done. Goooey-solid, haha. I went hungry again at 10.

I’m more to drinking soda at times. Even for my breakfast. Yes, i know, it’s unhealthy.

And i gain quite a few erm pounds on the cheeks due to constant late night snacks. Yes, it shows.

I just realized i entered the wrong birth date for my hecas application – the ‘day’ and the ‘month’ of birth is the other way around *deep breath and tries not to swear here*. I’ve sent the application fortnight ago, but failed to take full notice of my mistakes immediately, till today *tries so hard not to swear*.

I hope my lack of awareness would not jeopardize my admission. Fuck!

I heard Laksamana won the cross country this year. Ooo yeah!

I had a great day on Thursday. And a relieving day as well.

Today, is the final day for the month of February.

Out.

I followed my brother to his Aikido session a couple of hours ago (7pm till 10pm), because he couldnt send me back straightaway after picking me up from somewhere.

I stayed, watched them do the self-defense thing for approximately 3 hours! In the first 40 minutes of arriving there (in Serusop by the way, the building behind Maktab Sains Girls’ Hostel), i wander around the area, got hungry then consciously walk to the nearby restaurant, more like to Hua Ho area. Haha auu, jauh ku jalan atu. Nada kana suruh driving ke sana, damn.

But, i did sneak out to drive around the Serusop area afterwards, HEHEH. A rebel? Yeap. I dont find it cool though, karang kana tangkap police or worse, yeahhhh baru tau. Eseh self-lecture.

Then got back at the place, sat around like a sack of potato. It wasnt really productive, i didnt do anything.

I took a couple of videos of some of the Aikido people. It looks fun though.

The internet connection is being a pain at the moment, so maybe, just maybe i’ll post the clips next time.

I dont have defense skills. Why use muscles to attack people when you can use a knife? Haha.

Out. 

The fastest speed i’ve been at is 120km/h. That was on a Berakas Highway, using an auto car. And i was driving alone. I havent even had my license yet.

And in which i got scolded by the others afterwards. Luckily, my dad doesnt know about it.

That happened 2-3 weeks ago.

All hail to courage.

Out.

You know what annoys me? The fact that i cant do anything. Seems like what i intend to do, is restricted.

And that makes me feel really bad.

Yeah, sounds emotional doesnt it?

Out.

I've always thought Oscar is just a name they give to an event, like The Oscar Academy Awards, The Emmy Awards and all. Turns out that Oscar is the name of a golden statue award.

"And the Oscar goes to..." and in my version it'll go something like this, "And the actor that gets to come home with a naked lean figure golden man, is..." What a joke.

My prediction was right afterall - i rooted for Kate Winslet to take the Best Actress award in her portrayal in The Reader, and Sean Penn for the Best Actor award for his Milk film. I've always fancied Sean Penn eversince I Am Sam, such a great actor i'd say.

Beyonce's performance with Hugh Jackman was nice. Damn, she can sing while dancing in a hyped up mode, without a note of breathlessness in her voice! Hey, that's what singers all do man. And Hugh Jackman, the once Wizard of Oz guy, brought broadway glitz to the Oscars.

Thinks that Slumdog Millionaire won too many awards. Bollywood invasion to Hollywood! I havent really watched the movie just yet.

Robert Pattinson looked ohhh-sooo-drools at the Academy Awards.

Spent my morning watching that show. Haha forgive me that i wasnt in my room.

I always watch the Oscars every year. Because it's something that erm only brings me closer to the showbiz (HAHA as if i wanna be in it, dream on! HAHA). But now this year, i get to watch it live. Well not really, because during the past few years, i could only watch the replay because i was occupied with school in the morning. I was just trying to clarify that it's like my annual dosage of Hollywood entertainment, other than the E!News and OMG.

A change of topic - what do i think of the National Day? Espicially when it comes to the 25th one? Erm nothing i guess. Well yeah i know i should be thankful to live here without wars and all (i am actually), but i guess im not too keen on those kind of celebrations.

It's a tradition that certain families go out to enjoy the festive in conjunction to the Silver Jubilee (sounds like Jolibee, haha yeah bimbo), but i've to say, im the kind who stays at home because i cant stand being in a crowd full of alienated people.

I'd be lying if i say i've never been to any of the events in the past years. In fact, i had, when i was a small kid, where everything seemed colouful and fun. It was right from the cucul to the pasar malam to the special events involving lumba perahu (i think thats what it's called) and all. Yeah, once or twice or dozens my dad would drive around the city and brought us to see the cucul thing. That was ages ago, i'd tell you that, like more than 7 years ago. And now the siblings and i are all grown ups. Eseh.

And arah pasar malam, membali apa saja wah yang ada disana atu - sutung tutuk (my malay version tuu), yang guring-guring things (haha bida bunyi nya) and lots. Makanan wah ehh, nyaman kali ahh. Brunei delicacy.

Badil and bunga api. Fire crackers. Yeap, been there, watched those kinds in the middle of the road (malas parking siring), staring up at the dark night above. Or my relatives would stopped by a nearby shop, and we would grab something for snacks and just enjoyed the fire crackers up there. Sangal lihir lapas atu nyantaaa! That was years ago.

A festive season, i'd say.

Needless to say, i think i'd prefer to stay at home. Unless there's an initiation *eyebrows wagging*.

And no, i didnt watch the National Day on TV. Haha.

At last, a decent post.

Out.

Hang in there. Please.

Out.

I've been having this problem about my USB Port since weeks ago. Funny thing to complain about - computers. Haha jarang tu aku complain about these things ahh. Anyways, my USB wires almost passed away because of me - i guess i strangled it too much then i intend to be. Sasak bah ehh! I thought the wires itself makes such a pain. Apparently, the USB Ports itself are the ones being a pain. I couldnt even connect my device to all of the 4 ports. It was being labelled as 'unrecognised'. Damn. How was i supposed to transfer my downloaded TV Shows, music and all? I had to surf the net and all to fix the problem. But now, it works. Eseh, macam kambang, haha wth.

Phuhh full of blabberration (my dictionary of blabber noun) there.

That's what you get for hanging out too much at home - nothing to do, thus tends to seek something irrelevant to occupy my time with.

My wireless connection is being a pain in the ass as well. Keeps on disconnected every now and then.

I cant watch DVDs in my computer, because something wrong with the sound card. Hence, the sound effects are affected.

My computer lagged.

My NVIDIA thing doesnt really work. Thus, my graphics are affected. Hence, everything i see in the monitor seems slightly blurry (not the usual super crisp visual).

I think i want a new system - a new laptop.

Dream on Meips!

Wohoo, atu baru ia, cakap pasal computer saja wah. Freak.

Out.

Out of pure boredom (which happens quite often nowadays, judging by the fact that i've got nothing to do everyday), i took a career test. Expecting the definite result at the end of the tunnel, i'd decided to test myself.

At the first big box - the one with the highest bar of 99% is writing. The second highest of 80% would be administrative.

Yes, i fancy journalism (knew that ages ago), and management (that's new!)

Out.

It has been quite a long week.

I've got nothing much to do at home.

Waiting for the reply from Baiduri and Brunei Press. I guess i didnt get the job. Damn. Doing those interviews were nerve-wrecking and i was expecting something out of it, but yeah. For the sake of courtesy, would you lot just hire me! It has been over a month since i last heard from you guys.

Yeah, i do sound quite desperate there.

A lot had happened these few days.

I still remember.

Out.

Don't think you can get away from it easily, asshole.

So what's your point? Trying to make me blast off? Your daily dosage of bitchy satisfaction?

It's definitely not over.