I'm coming home today, late night.
I can't wait.
Out.
Your love for him/her is so great that you'd dare to follow that person wherever they go. I mean, wherever, no matter how risky and deadly it may sound. It's more like - you'd die or choked to death without having your love one being part of your life. The memories created between both of you is overwhelming till it hurts inside just to let it slip away. It hurts to know that they're not in your life anymore. You're lifeless without his/her presence, without their love, without their care, without their compassionate gestures, without their assurances that he/she loves you still.
Relationships has its ups and downs. Loads. It's like going to Saturn, but you know it's impossible to reach. This is similar to real life relationships - you're in it, but it's impossible to stay really really really happy for so many moments without having quarrels. It has got to be few negativity in it. White has got to be black in it. Like Yin-Yang. That's a hardship really, to maintain a very stable relationship. All you want to do is to relinquish those happy moments and memories, and to keep it that way, to avoid all possible wrong-doings or whatsoever that could pain him/her.
I guess by the end of the chapter, human beings make silly and nonsensical mistakes in relationships. Yet, they keep on repeating it again and again. They rarely learnt from mistakes. Few people repent.
Chances after chances.
But, you've got to change. For him/her.
Your other better half has faith in you. He/she believes in you. Don't let them down. Don't make them have this doubts on you again. Convince them emotionally that you're not going to leave nor stop loving him/her. Show it. Walk the talk. Promises doesn't really work nowadays, as people break them easily. Instead, show him/her that you're serious on your love, that you and him/her has future together.
You're the crown jewels in my eyes.
Out.
I can't wait for the premiere.
Sexy.
Out.
I do think that Bruneians are more or less 'carcist' (yes that's not even listed in the dict), meaning they're judgmental when it comes to what type of car people drive. You see, i drive an old wagon, and everytime i'm on the road with that classic wagon, people tend to drive their nerves on me, such as accelerating their so-called-Merz to my bumper (sengaja supaya aku drive laju-laju), or turn their freaking heads when they pass by me on the right lane. Meaning to say, mentang-mentang krita buruk, dapat tah tu kan kurang ajar arah aku, pikir urang Indian kali aku ani. Auu tau ku krita ku is what Indians typically use, but cmon?! I may drive an old car, but i don't have much debts all around me, at least i don't have to starve myself in order to pay off monthly car loans, unlike most people who gave the 'ehh buduh urang krita buruk ani' look.
Okay, i may be overly judgmental about this, pardon me. But i'm just quite speaking my mind out.
All i'm trying to blurt out is that, please have respect for other drivers, regardless of their car type or age or race or whatever bitch.
Out.
Humans are hypocrite, and judgmental.
I think i am too.
I guess im just not aware of the situation.
Out.
AutoCad Assignment I deadline tomorrow night, 2355 hours, HK time.
Rugged time reference huh?
I'm not quite ready for both, at all. AutoCad 57.8% done. Hydraulics revision 12.51% covered.
I still got a long way to go. And yet, here i am, typing nonsensical thoughts and listening to R.E.M's Everybody Hurts, rather than putting more efforts on those two important things.
Here's what i think - when someone is in love, they tend to 'blind' their friendship relations with his/her friends. Thus, this results in ' a decrease in friendship level to red bar' just like in The Sims. The less time they spend with their old/new friends, the more farther apart they get.
I can't be overly judgmental on this matter, for i myself don't really know whose to blame. I guess blame it on...
*Jamie Foxx's song "Blame It On" song plays in the background*... blame it on booze!
HAHA sucker.
Out.
To sum up the events happened, that led to today, has been pretty much different and somewhat a jolt in the ass.
Somehow, i feel like typing nonsensical things here, update on life. Haha such a hypocrite.
I want to make a bet on myself to keep on blogging everyday till 28th Feb. I'll be sort of away for a week starting on that date, so i pretty much want to make a 'wish list' before im off to the jungle of woohoo.
It'll be my first camping trip. Should've been second. Eseh show-off. Haha. I missed out on OBBD (wooo you losers, i finally got the pronunciation right!) back in 2008.
And here comes the much 'awaited' photo. Haha *poot* yourself meips, such an ass.
(explicit content. nudity somewhere. if desperate, do search)
That was taken last year, back in end of Nov perhaps. Thus, my hair right now, i mean right at this very moment, is pretty much shorter than the photo above. Yes, shorter not longer. I cut it short again weeks after this picture was taken *does that shampoo thing like they always do in commercials* whaaaat...? i just felt like it, im tired of having the same hairstyle over and over again. So i opted for a change.
Out.
Teenagers talk about none other than their teenage life. And as for pre-adult categories, they explore their adulthood adventure, less drama but more action.
As most of you lot has claimed, life is unfair and depressing. It sucks the whole lot of you out of the happiness you should deserve. Yeah, the common feelings most people would say. Including me...was.
It sounds pretty much absurd and selfish to say this - things at the beginning are such a pain in the ass, but it'll get better in the coming moments. We all say we want to kill ourselves and run away from the sad things, but in the end, we dont really mean it. When we're depressed, we say nonsense things we're not supposed to. It's how nature works, i assume. It's like a cycle of life.
Hey, i know you will get through the pain. Sooner or later you would. Because i know you well, and i believe you. Be strong in the coming months. Keep your head-up. I know it wont be easy. But you wont be the only one going through it. You'll have someone to share it with.
Blogging is another form of saying messages to certain people, and its up to them whether they know its for them or otherwise.
Out.
I guess that's just how teenagers pick their way. They blog and expect readers to comment about it the next hour. What do they get from that?
I get it if bloggers writes about social whereabouts and all, more like 'a walking news'. Get what i mean? That's appropriate. But what's not, is the fact that some bloggers are blabbering their life away to strangers. That's absurd. Throwing free information about themselves to probably some pervert men.
But then again, that's just how the trend goes these days.
If you can't beat them, join them.
HAHA some post huh? Ouchy to most of you. Ahh well, im a hypocrite aw well. Nada sadar diri. But hey, at least i rarely blurted out my daily life to strangers now. Moreover, i refuse to share my life with others, except...
Out.
my naked life
